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    An internet junkie. A loner, living in my chaotic world. Feeds on music, books, internet and coffee. Im not simple. I may look pretty simple but me, just too complicated to comprehend. Very high-wired with life's curse. But I love life... Lesson ive learned? DON'T UNDERSTAND LIFE, LIVE IT!

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Tuesday, February 05, 2008

where am i?

its been longer than i thought that i have shared and bared my soul in here... hah! but what do i say? when both my mind and my body is tired... when all i have is just a little piece of sanity calling out for a long and deep nothingness... freedom from all these so called humanity and LIFE. when time is short and days seems to have pass me by... though i might see my life in great advances, yet i feel it becoming more empty. i need to feed my soul, free this lonely heart and just go on... live a life... and be like once before... a dreamer... an adventurer... an artist... a little girl... me.

                            

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

So Perfect - MYMP

Just walkin’ around the alley
To see all the beauty around me
I’ve been to many places
To find me some solace

[refrain]
Then I took one glance
It stopped me and caught my attention
When you look at me
I felt my knees weaken

[pre-chorus]
How could I miss those eyes
That melt my heart away
You got a smile that brightens
Till the end of the day

[chorus]
With a silence you get closer
I catch my breath
I catch my breath
You’re an angel in disguise
So perfect
So perfect love
I wanted this on my life

I wonder what could bring us closer
I don’t want this dream to be over
Another day goes by
To search for that beautiful smile

[repeat refrain]
[repeat pre-chorus]
[repeat chorus]
[repeat pre-chorus]
[repeat chorus 2x]

I wanted this on my life

Thursday, December 13, 2007

BEAUTIFUL GIRLS - JOJO

just love hearing this song lately.. LSS :P

Beautiful Girls
JOJO

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Yeah yeah

I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That's when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that I would be your baby (be your baby)
You try to get some game
Asking me girl what ya name
All that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that we have fun together (fun together)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I judge your wine
I know your only mine
Tonight is yours
Tomorrow is for another guy (another guy)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

You've been calling me
Leaving messages all week
Was your curiousity
Got ya knees weak

I'm not looking for a man
So I don't want no confusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my queue to go
So I hit the door
I let you hot
With your mind used to running wild (running wild)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I judge your wine
I know your only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Now a couple months have past
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should've known
That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)
I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don't be suprised
That I'm seeing other guys
I'm too young to settle
And you should've known better (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)
We're only gonna do your dirt (cos I'll have)
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

a korean soul's voice on the philippines

A certain friend sent me this forwarded msg at yahoo. It's an essay written by a korean student here in the Philippines sent by some anonymous pinoy... what's in it really got to me, big... read...

MY SHORT ESSAY ABOUT THE PHILIPPINES
Jaeyoun Kim

Filipinos always complain about the corruption in
the Philippines .. Do you really think the corruption
is the problem of the Philippines ? I do not
think so. I strongly believe that the problem is
the lack of love for the Philippines ..

Let me first talk about my country, Korea ..
It might help you understand my point.
After the Korean War, South Korea was one
of the poorest countries in the world. Koreans
had to start from scratch because entire country was
destroyed after the Korean War, and we had no
natural resources.

Koreans used to talk about the Philippines , for
Filipinos were very rich in Asia .. We envy Filipinos.
Koreans really wanted to be well off like
Filipinos. Many Koreans died of famine.
My father & brother also died because of famine.
Korean government was very corrupt and is still very
corrupt beyond your imagination, but Korea was
able to develop dramatically because Koreans really
did their best for the common good with their heart
burning with patriotism.

Koreans did not work just for themselves but also
for their neighborhood and country. Education inspired
young men with the spirit of patriotism.

40 years ago, President Park took over the
government to reform Korea .. He tried to borrow money
from other countries, but it was not possible to get a
loan and attract a foreign investment because the
economic situation of South Korea was so bad. Korea had
only three factories. So, President Park sent many mine
workers and nurses to Germany so that
they could send money to Korea to build a factory.
They had to go through horrible experience.

In 1964, President Park visited Germany to borrow
money. Hundred of Koreans in Germany came to the

airport to welcome him and cried there as they saw
the President Park .. They asked to him, "President,
when can we be well off?" That was the only question
everyone asked to him. President Park cried with
them and promised them that Korea would be well
off if everyone works hard for Korea , and the President
of Germany got the strong impression on them
and lent money to Korea .. So, President Park was
able to build many factories in Korea .. He always
asked Koreans to love their country from their heart.

Many Korean scientists and engineers in the USA
came back to Korea to help developing country
because they wanted their country to be well off.
Though they received very small salary, they did their
best for Korea .. They always hoped that their children
would live in well off country.

My parents always brought me to the places where
poor and physically handicapped people live. They
wanted me to understand their life and help them.
I also worked for Catholic Church when I was in the army.
The only thing I learned from Catholic Church was that we
have to love our neighborhood. And, I have loved my
neighborhood. Have you cried for the
Philippines ? I have cried for my country several
times. I also cried for the Philippines because of so many
poor people. I have been to the New Bilibid
prison. What made me sad in the prison were the
prisoners who do not have any love for their country.
They go to mass and work for Church. They pray
everyday.

However, they do not love the Philippines .. I
talked to two prisoners at the maximum-security compound,
and both of them said that they would leave the
Philippines right after they are released from the
prison. They said that they would start a new life in other
countries and never come back to the Philippines ..

Many Koreans have a great love for Korea so that
we were able to share our wealth with our neighborhood.
The owners of factory and company were distributed their
profit to their employees fairly so that employees could
buy what they needed and saved money for the
future and their children.

When I was in Korea , I had a very strong faith and
wanted to be a priest. However, when I came to the Philippines ,
I completely lost my faith.
I was very confused when I saw many unbelievable
situations in the Philippines .. Street kids always make me sad,
and I see them everyday. The Philippines is the only Catholic
country in Asia , but there are too many poor people here.
People go to church every Sunday to pray, but nothing has
been changed.

My parents came to the Philippines last week and
saw this situation. They told me that Korea was much poorer
than the present Philippines when they
were young. They are so sorry that there are so
many beggars and street kids. When we went to Pasangjan,
I forced my parents to take a boat because
it would fun. However, they were not happy after
taking a boat. They said that they would not take the boat

again because they were sympathized the
boatmen, for the boatmen were very poor and had a
small frame. Most of people just took a boat and enjoyed it.
But, my parents did not enjoy it because of love
for them.

My mother who has been working for Catholic Church
since I was very young told me that if we just go to
mass without changing ourselves, we are not
Catholic indeed. Faith should come with action.
She added that I have to love Filipinos and do good things
for them because all of us are same and have received a great
love from God. I want Filipinos to love their
neighborhood and country as much as they love God
so that the Philippines will be well off.

I am sure that love is the keyword, which Filipinos
should remember. We cannot change the sinful structure at once.
It should start from person. Love must start in everybody,
in a s mall scale and have to grow. A lot of
things happen if we open up to love. Let's put away
our prejudices and look at our worries with our new eyes.

I discover that every person is worthy to be
loved. Trust in love, because it makes changes possible.
Love changes you and me. It changes people, contexts and
relationships. It changes the world. Please love your
neighborhood and country.

Jesus Christ said that whatever we do to others we
do to Him. In the Philippines , there is God for people who
are abused and abandoned. There is God who is crying for love.
If you have a child, teach them how to love the Philippines ..
Teach them why they have to love their neighborhood and country.
You already know that God also will be very happy if you love others.

That's all I really want to ask you Filipinos.

(FOR THE LOVE OF OUR COUNTRY PLEASE PASS THIS MESSAGE

Actually, this is not new to me. Ive been inspired by the korean's devotion and patriotism to their own country w/c is one reason ive been following and watching over their progress for a few years. Many would say siguro na its only because of the korean dramas and movies ive been watching. Well, that could be my basis because ive learned about them thru those dramas and movies na rin. But ive also been watching some of their traditions and heritage thru the television. Not that i dont love the Philippines but i agree with what's been written by that young korean. Are we gonna deny it when it's visibly in front of our very eyes. The fact that almost every single pinoy would want to leave the country as soon as they got the chance. All for the money, i'd say but how about patriotism? Our country isnt so bad, its the people that doesnt care that made it. Im homed at Bohol all my life til i graduated from college but when i came north, what i envisioned of how beautiful the countryside and the modern way of the metropolitan was turned upside down coz mainly of the polution ive seen, s'well as the poverty that has been worsened by the unsurmountable population which the government cant barely control and more to add pa. So are gonna deny it? Other countries can see that too. I myself cant deny it. I love our country but im just one young fellow who can watch from the shadows amongst the huge crowd. I cant think of any other country to live other than the Philippines coz its just it. I may have dreamt of seeing the Eiffel Tower, stand by the Liberty Statue, go afloat by the Seines River, eat at some bistro in France, or whatever and wherever it may be, but one thing im sure, i'll still come home in the Philippines. Coz it always been a home to me... and my only country. yun lang... :)

Sunday, November 11, 2007

http://buffyreg.forumer.com

hello sa lahat! i made this forum para makapagconnect ako sa mga friendstrs ko evn if im at work.. try nyo lang... ^.^